this is like a dream
in a stream
full of wonder and gleam
it's the perfect timing
the one i'm wishing
got me to thinking
it completes the vow
and take a bow
it's here and now
it's like an illusion
a big delusion
into confusion
if this is all a dream
i never want to wake up
don't wake me up
i'll forever slumber and sleep
When at times I feel like I've strayed...
my heart cries
for the things i did
my heart cries
for regrets and past mistakes
my heart cries
for unfulfilled duties
my heart cries
for sinful deeds
my heart cries
for knowing what's wrong
and still doing it
my heart cries
ignoring my conscience
within
my heart cries
for wasted days
my heart cries
for moonless nights
my heart cries
for blood shed
my heart cries
for painful salvation
my heart cries
for redemption
my heart cries
for the Lord
Where did I go wrong I lost a friend?
are we friends or are we not?
then why do you do the things you do?
why does my heart beat in remorse
for the the way you make me feel?
what is friendship to you?
is it the exchange of favors in your benefit
or the lies you have carefully fabricated
that make it seem like the truth
why do you make me worry?
do i care for you as a friend too much
that i've had to sacrifice my own
for your own gain?
who are you anyway?
are you a friend or an enemy in disguise
sometimes i don't know you
i don't know what's running in your mind
when will this stop?
until my clock stops ticking?
will i ever be free
from this suffocating atmosphere?
it's breaking my heart
it's forcing me to do things
it's destructive
it's depressing
it hurts.
i'm sorry for breaking
a few hearts along the way
but have i really broken anything
or am i just imagining it
i'm sorry i didn't mean to
but should i really say sorry
does sincerity back up on
everything you say and do?
but even if it prevails
i would have to apologize
because i cannot return it
the way that you want it to
a prayer be with you
to mend thy broken heart
if ever it got broken
by a cordial decline
curse me. haunt me.
defile me. hate me.
but can i ever dictate the beat of my heart
can i ever pretend to succumb to one's desires
this curse has taken its toll
every time a heart dies
this curse is getting closer
saying thou shall never love again...
saying thou shall never commit thy heart to anyone again...
and thou will always be unrequited...
you're like a star i watch at night
always admiring your luminosity and beauty
capturing my breath and swooning me over
i'm always reaching for you
but you're always out of my grasp
always staying as a distant star above
my heart is crying out for you
can't you hear a thing
tell me how you want this to be
i'm always hanging at this cliff
always waiting until u see me
as i see and feel and dream of you
no matter how hard i conceal
i cannot deny how i really feel
it keeps coming back to haunt me
and if you want all of this to end
just say so and i will leave (but please don't...)
i cannot stand this open-ended affection
so please tell me everything...
sunny side
upside down
turning down the notch
winter hills
and colded chills
fevers to catch
morning sickness
empty stomachs
the road less travelled
chasing ghosts
with longing stares
haunt is unraveled
eternal bliss
how long i seek
that thou shall be mine
empty kisses
hand in hand
sure i'll be fine
Depression...
this sullen face is getting out of hand
always haunting me amidst everyone
turmoil lurks beneath where i stand
uneasiness continues, living undone
the noise doesn't seem to cease
the cries and wails keep ringing in my ears
unwanted uncertainty prevails amidst
the ground that don these things bring fear
can't seem to escape these solitary waters
flooding my way back to nowhere
angst-driven journey lay wherever
blood and sweat drips here and there
this never-ending path to despair
guided by false hopes and bad dreams
stumbling footsteps no one would care
whatever hindrances that come may seem
Happy memories are gone...
drifted upon me is a soulful bliss
but unfortunately t'was out of reach
trying to catch it but still i miss
and as i fall...i fall into a ditch
breaking my heart as hard as it could
caught in thorns and bushes everywhere
trying to give it up...i might, i would
just to get me somewhere but here
no matter how i try to forget
that soulful bliss keeps coming back
where the mind and the heart met
reality can grasp with no luck
so here i am stuck with this
heartaches and pain the world brings
it will be a memory i will surely miss
at the back of my head it always sings
Sentiments captured in words. Not of regrets. But of how sad things turned out to be. I'm sorry. For a friend lost because of feelings in the wrong places. Unfinished because inspiration didn't grow to its complete fruition.
i can still remember the things you did
the way you look, the way you act
the way you showed yourself so true
and how i kept the caring love you lacked
i can still remember how you smiled at me
that sweet smile that could linger for days
making the sun shine so brightly
even when you don't have anything to say
Unfinished because I lost inspiration to finish it.
the blood that drips the broken ceiling
the murmurs and shouts behind the walls
the tearless, soundless cries loom over
darkness, despair and fears crawl
bloodshot eyes stare right at you
evil intentions of bringing you to your end
hopeless wails are deafening in the room
outside the walls it is unheard of
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